Sometimes I really wonder about my decision to become a mother.
When I was growing up I felt like it was expected that I would become a mom and just like everyone had before me. However, in hindsight I wonder if this was the right decision for the life that I hoped to lead. I regularly envisioned that I would be a jet-setting professional man with an exciting lifestyle. I thought that I would have a large, new house that was sparsely decorated and impeccably clean at all times. I foresaw amazing indoor air quality control, a weekly maid service, and fresh flowers on the table. In reality, I got a chaotic family who is regularly creating messes that I cannot clean up fast enough. It seems like no matter what I do something is going wrong. Each afternoon I wake up, adjust the central Heating and A/C system to match the outdoor climate and weather predictions for the afternoon, and get to work as a busy mom. I have a 1 year old baby who absolutely hates the heating and cooling system, no matter what I do. Every afternoon when the A/C system kicks into gear, he starts screaming his lungs out. If the cooling system blows any ice cold air on her, he absolutely loses his mind. In the winter, things aren’t better when we’re using the central heating system; My kid is highly opposed to any sort of warm, heated air passing out of our vents… She completely freaks out if he wakes up from a nap and the forced air furnace is operating. I spend my whole afternoon battling the Heating and A/C system and my daughter’s peculiar phobias.
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