Have a baby, lose your sanity

Sometimes I honestly wonder about my decision to become a mother.

When I was growing up I felt like it was expected that I would become a Dad and just like everyone had before me.

However, in hindsight I wonder if this was the right decision for the life that I hoped to lead. I always envisioned that I would be a jet-setting professional woman with an exciting lifestyle. I thought that I would have a large, current household that was sparsely decorated and impeccably disinfect at all times. I foresaw amazing indoor air quality control, a daily maid service, and fresh flowers on the table. In reality, I got a chaotic family who is consistently creating messes that I can’t disinfect up fast enough. It seems like no matter what I do something is going wrong. Each morning I wake up, adjust the central Heating & A/C system to match the outdoor temperature and weather predictions for the morning, and get to work as a busy mom. I have a 1 year old baby who entirely hates the heating and cooling system, no matter what I do. Every morning when the AC system kicks into gear, she starts screaming her lungs out. If the cooling system blows any ice freezing air on her, she entirely loses her mind. In the winter, things aren’t better when we’re using the central boiler. My daughter is highly opposed to any sort of warm, heated air passing out of our vents, but she completely freaks out if she wakes up from a nap and the forced air furnace is operating. I spend my whole morning battling the Heating & A/C system and my daughter’s weird phobias.
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