Getting emotional realizing that I should have made appointments for HVAC system tune ups

I feel that I can periodically be a rather emotional person, however the latest time that I had gotten truly emotional was when the HVAC system completely broke down, however i knew it had broken down because it started making all of these unproper noises.These were noise that I had never heard before.

I did not even know where the noises were coming from at first. I thought that these noises could not have been good, so I turned the HVAC system off. I did not want more harm to happen within the HVAC system. I had called the HVAC company down the street and made an appointment. They came to look at the HVAC system and worked on the problem for me first. They had told me that there were some defective parts that had truly become so loose that they feel off. This caused quite a bit of harm inside of the HVAC system, he was going to have replace the parts however also possibly replace other big parts within the system. It could be a truly expensive service or not so much. He told me that I should be getting correct tune up appointments to avoid this problem. I started to cry because I knew that but I just never got them. I thought that they were kind of a scam and I did not want to waste my cash on it, now I wish I truly had made an appointment or two in my time. It made me truly worried to know that I could have avoided all of this if I had done what I was supposed to do in the first arena.

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